What do you have to keep coming back from? Don't you have to have a story, equip passion that is fueled by positive fury? So go out there and create results greater than the sum of 1 2 3 4. Victories may not come easily, some may bore, others may be a strangled chore. But carry this vision; you shall reach your destination for sure!
Don't become a byproduct of the slums, recreate yourself and shake off that label... For your life is much more than a storied fable!